Ehh

Sitting at lunch.
We're both just sitting here. She told me she can't stay over this weekend.
Damn.
I wanted her to stay over saturday night. I turn 17 on Friday, and she's the only person I ever want to spend time with.
But she's gotta go to innisfail on sunday morning so she can't stay at my place.
Damn. So not doin anything for my birthday, yet again.
Although who cares. It's just a date that signifies another year of human survival. Nothing significant.
Well. Not to me.
Just pissed that she can't stay over. Outside school we can only really hang out on weekends; my mother doesn't allow me to do anything.
So if she's busy, I have nothing to do.
So now we're just sitting here.
Ass on the bench, chin on the rail. Staring out into the school.
Nothing to do. Nothing to say.
Sharing silence.